Monday, October 12, 2009

BLA :)

Its midterm time. And deff not my favorite. I had a math exam today, and didn't do quit as well as I thought I would. I studied and honestly thought that I was going to get atleast a b. NOT!! UGH... oh well, its over for now I guess.

So tomorrow I have a world lit exam and a Biology exam. I dont think that world lit will be that bad. Its really not a difficult class. However, Biology on the other hand, Well I just stink at math and science.. sad day right.

On the bright side, we have fall break this week. After wednesday, i'm out of this place for a while :) I will be teaching at an elementary school Thursday and Friday though. I have to turn in field experience hours soon.

Hopefully when I'm home, I will be able to hang out with some friends from home!! :) That would be great!!

Guess I better get off of here and do some much needed studying!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Here We Go

In the fall semester of my Sophomore year I have realized...

1. That sometimes taking a moment to stop and cry can honestly help you get through the day. It may be when you're alone in your car, or when you lock yourself in your bedroom, but it helps.
2. I know that its cliche, but we can't do anything without God. I spent 2 months in Thailand and realized that without him I was clueless. However, coming back home I subcontiously decided that I could handle thngs myself. NOT!!! Just have to hand it over and trust that he will carry me through.
3. Getting stressed about little things doesn't do anything good for you! Suck it up and move on.
4. Looking for the right guy is pointless. Me and all of my searching isn't going to do any good until God has his hand in it. He will bless me with the right guy, I just have to be patient.
5. Life is hard. It is hard for everyone. So dwelling on this fact only roots us in a hole and makes things even harder to get out of. Accept the fact that you can't do it yourself, and again hand it over to the Lord!
6. and lastly, sometimes the people that you trust are the first to break your heart. It may not be intentional, and they may even be clueless to the fact that they hurt you. Just remember that wherever you are, and whatever situation you are in, God is there to guide and comfort you. Don't rely on the ones you love to carry you, because at some point in time we all fail. Trust in the Lord with all things, then you will find true happiness and true peace.. :)

Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
John 14:27